"Wishing only wounds the heart"

Yes, it does.
Sometimes.
It only hurts if we become attached.
Wishing only wounds the heart.
I feel like this today.
I wish you weren't gone
I wish you wanted to stay.
I wish I really was in your life
I wish more actions than words.

I wish you were the one,
I wish I didn't doubt.
But.
You haven't given me what I want.

I can't wish what I do have.
You love me deeply
So I don't understand
Why do I wish for more.
I wish I was everything you'd have.
And that's scary
So scary.

Pretender la inextistencia

Si' hay dias en los que -para mantener la cordura- necesito pretender que no existes.